I'm busy bracing myself for keeping away from the phone...
I know if I call H now I will regret it terribly tomorrow.
I just spoke with the friend. I could never imagine it's going to be so hard. As if the sitch didn't really exist until now! My friend made it sound as if it was final, my H is taken and I should move on. He is going to meet with H tomorrow and "give it to him". I begged him not to, but he is so very stubborn!
I don't know if it's going to do any good.
Why would H start telling people now?
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08