Thanks Addie.

I'm busy bracing myself for keeping away from the phone...

I know if I call H now I will regret it terribly tomorrow.

I just spoke with the friend. I could never imagine it's going to be so hard. As if the sitch didn't really exist until now! My friend made it sound as if it was final, my H is taken and I should move on. He is going to meet with H tomorrow and "give it to him".
I begged him not to, but he is so very stubborn!

I don't know if it's going to do any good.

Why would H start telling people now?


I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08