Guess what? H just moved out! He came back from taking the kids to a movie and did it without giving me a minute's notice. Typical for him of course! I helped him move out as much as I could.

I am feeling glad H is out b/c of the way he was treating me and mad at H for breaking up our family, and I'm a little bit teary but I don't even know why when H clearly doesn't seem to love or care for me at all. He is 100% convinced that his new life will be wonderful, etc, no sadness from him at all; he was acting happier than I have seen him in the last month or two. I kept up a happy face when he was here, showed/felt no sadness at all, so I was a great DB trooper I think. Didn't cry until now!


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D18, S24