H is having affair after all

[Evie]

i think i'm doing ok then slam. I get to work at lunch time and ow is there again!!!! Will this bitch ever go away. H has obviously given her loads of water time to conduct private swimming lessons.

Then I see our friend. Our friend says he has seen H and H has said that they were both seperated when the affair started and sees it as 2 seperated people doing just that. He said i should box all this mental stuff in a box and move on.... yeah right, just like that. I get the impression from our friend that there is no hope, i know i shouldn't take any stock by this, but I still can't believe there is no hope, i can shut that door, but I can't bolt it yet. The friend said he would assume the affair is still going on, which i am, but i want to believe H when he says it's over, doesn't know how he feels, but has no intention of going back to her.

just wanted to vent.

x eve