Very true Gypsy I hadn't even thought about the indent!
Hello Everyone.. Happy Sunday to you! And thank you for your votes of confidence!
I was thinking over last night and this morning that maybe I was mistaken.. maybe I'm imagining these things.. or making them sound like more than they are... I KNOW, I need to stop doing that.. it must be an automatic defense mechanism. It's just when we spoke on the phone yesterday around noon.. we had a great chat.. we talked about D2 and movies and whatever (nothing R related).. it was nice.. just like all our talks are when we're not talking about our R. But then he said he'd call later.. I don't think I actually care that he didn't call later to talk to me but it bothers me when he doesn't call D2 to wish her good night.. I guess since he spoke to her at noon he felt that was enough? I don't know. Anyway, because he didn't call her to say good night and the last time he saw her was on Wednesday.. I was thinking that maybe he's really not moving towards us at all..
Okay, let's skip to this morning.. D2 and I are preparing to take a walk to Tim Hortons (for those of you that aren't Canadian it is THE coffee place in Canada.. pretty much everyone grabs a cup of Joe at Timmies). Anyway, I got D2 all dressed and ready and grabbed my wallet and my phone.. and felt my phone vibrating. Well there was a text from H. He sent it at 3:30pm yesterday. He said "maybe we could go on a date sometime. Like dinner and a movie. I'm not sure when but before my surgery."
So I guess I wasn't imagining things or exaggerating things. I'll just keep doing what I'm doing and see where it leads. My goal is to be my favourite person in the world.. and hopefully that will lead me to being my H's favourite person (excluding himself of course) in the world (which was my status for a very long time.. I only wish I had realized sooner that I wasn't holding that place for him any longer).
Well D2 is calling.. it's time to get back to playing.
Thank you again for being so wonderful and supportive. You guys are the best!
