Sorry that I haven't been around much lately. Been a lot goin' on lately and yesterday I took the day off from work at the request from my W. It was a really good day. As I mentioned in my last post, I seeing a shift in my W again and yesterday, I witness more of it.
Let me back up to Tuesday, the day after I last posted. I called W about noon to say hi and see if she heard anything from dealership. Left a message on the machine. She didn't call back. When I got home, she was very blue. I asked if she got my message, she said no she never received it. She continue to mope, so I thought here we go again ... another dip already on the rollercoaster. You're absolutely right Z, I started thinking its all about OM again. Didn't want to deal with this so, I went outside and puttered around the yard for most of the evening. W went to bed early, so I didn't interact to much with her that evening. At three AM, my W woke me, for she was in the midst of a good size panic attack. After a while she settle down and went back to sleep. Waking to the morning alarm, I could see she was anxious again, so I asked if she wished for me not to go to work today. She replied yes and quickly calmed down again. After some morning activity , we were in the shower and I was helping her shave her armpits when she made the comment, "It must be real love." I just gave her a smile. Then she told me she would make the call to see an endocrinologist. Lotsa physical affection thru out the day as we shopped, knocked off a couple of small projects in the house, etc...
... and to wake up this morning with her snuggling in behind me with her arms around me. ... I'm sorry if this sounds like drivel after a mere two month's absence of my W's affections, but I feel its the difference between living in heaven or hell in this R! (Altho there is probably no need to mention that to you folks, as I'm sure you all feel the same way.)
Anyway, we pick up the Jeep on Saturday. I had mentioned the three of us going on a picnic tomorrow, since we weren't invited to any family function for the holidays. W wants to see some fireworks this year. So the holiday weekend looks promising.
Shoot this post is taking longer than it should to type. I wanted to reply back to you all ... rjd, jethro, Jackie and Zebra. I will try to soon.
As I mentioned in my last post, I seeing a shift in my W again and yesterday, I witness more of it.
Didn't want to deal with this so, I went outside and puttered around the yard for most of the evening. W went to bed early, so I didn't interact to much with her that evening. At three AM, my W woke me, for she was in the midst of a good size panic attack. After a while she settle down and went back to sleep. Waking to the morning alarm, I could see she was anxious again, so I asked if she wished for me not to go to work today. She replied yes and quickly calmed down again. After some morning activity 
, we were in the shower and I was helping her shave her armpits when she made the comment, "It must be real love." I just gave her a smile. Then she told me she would make the call to see an endocrinologist. Lotsa physical affection thru out the day as we shopped, knocked off a couple of small projects in the house, etc...
... I'm sorry if this sounds like drivel after a mere two month's absence of my W's affections, but I feel its the difference between living in heaven or hell in this R! (Altho there is probably no need to mention that to you folks, as I'm sure you all feel the same way.) 
