LL, Bob & Lee, thanks for the words of wisdom... and that is just what they were!

After making breakfast Sunday morning, W started not to feel good and before long curled up in bed. Then she said don't let me ruin your day, take D9 and go out. So I did. So D9 and I got in the truck and we went to a park with a playground across the street from the railroad tracks. While there we saw three trains go by. Then we went to the airshow. So Planes, trains & trucks.

About 2:30pm, I called W to see how she was doing. She said she was feeling a bit better and thought it was the OJ she drank at breakfast. I suggest we come home and pick her up and we could look at some new Jeeps. She went for it. Found a dealership that has an automatic and she took it for a test drive, but it wasn't red. Chances are we'll have to order one, so we got a brochure so she can go over the various options. We had dinner out, went to a dairy bar for icecream and some miniture golf. Then went home and called D17, who then came over to visit. Little after nine, W had a panic attack. I settled her down, but D17 said she had to go. W felt bad. D17 said she was suppose to meet someone a nine and was already late. While I was saying goodbye to D17, W went to bed and was stricken with another attack, so I joined her. She started apoligizing for ruining my day. I rebuted that my day wasn't ruined at all. That I got to spend the day with my family and that is all I needed to make me happy, so I had a great day and I meant it.

Quoting jethro:
It seems things had reached kind of a climactic point, but has now tapered off a bit???


Wow jethro, you seem to have the "gift"! Any chance you could tell me how this turns out?

It started Friday and even tho there were some rough patches there were some noticable improvements by the end of the weekend. However, I was hesitant to post anything yesterday, because I just didn't want to get my hopes up again only to come home yesterday and find out it was just a Father's Day thing, but last night she was initating hugs and kisses and ... .

I have stayed away from her journal since Thursday, which by the way, she wrote that she was going to say goodbye to him, but when she talk to him that day, she couldn't bring herself to do it. She went on to say she wanted a "heart to heart" talk with him to try to convince him how serious she feels about him and find out if he is then willing to act upon it.

So while W has been more affectionate over the weekend and last night, I am having a hard time believe its real and feel the bottom can fall out at any time. It will take some time before we can get beyond this stage.

'til later,
KAW