Quote: believe nothing of what they say - including what they say with a pen!! oh and stop snooping
exactically!! (meant to spell it that way) think about it KAW...is there any doubt that I love my h and want to be with him??? (I hope the answer was no!) but then how can that be so...I sure do an awful lot of questioning and doubting and complaining about him don't I?? and not just about the a and leaving me stuff...but in general...is this right?? is this supposed to be..are we doing the right thing??? it's all so damn confusing even for the one who didn't have the a...doesn't have any "mental health" issues...
I'm not saying this to you to give you hope...that would be fruitless...I'm just reinforcing the whole...pay no mind to what she writes in her journal...they are thoughts..the hashing out of things...it's obvious w needs you..(I wonder if it's obvious to you that she needs you more than you need her) and is comfortable with you and I'd bet on some level loves you too...
just relax for a while KAW and keep in mind that no matter what happens you are going to be just fine.
