Boy what a stressful week! and to add to it I wasn't able to come here for support for the last day & a half due to the computer network at work was attacked by a virus.
Well at this point my W is pretty much abandon the notion of "piecing" the M at this point and its been steadily going downhill from there. In her journal Tuesday that she talked to him on Monday and that he told her he loved her. So now she thinking of running off with him. She mention she thinks we will be seperated during the summer. Last night, she wrote in her journal while I was lying in bed beside her! This morning I took a peek. She wrote all about how she just wanted to be with him all night and wake up next to him in the morning and how she might book a hotel room for a weekend so they can do that.
I think I hit my limit. I won't read anymore, because its clear where this is heading! I'm losing hope fast and have to start thinking about what new course, I need to take. I really don't have a clue yet!
tz, please don't refer to me as a DB "god". I'm far from it. I feel like a frail man with a knife sticking out of his chest. Now I need to concentrate on just surviving. I do feel relieved some with what you posted validating my more recent thoughts. Maybe its not a leap off a cliff?
It looks like I will be facing my worst fears after all. Thanks to DBing I know I will come out of it being OK, but I really hoping I wouldn't have to live thru this portion of the journey.
Lets face it, it looks like my W is a damn fool who's going to make the choices that will ruin this M which could have been a great . I just don't have the strength to continue fighting for it anymore from only my end.
That's I can post right now ... way too much to do.
