Ok. It's time. It's time to forgive him - entirely. I really thought I had. But in thinking about forgivness and what it is, I've come to see that I'm all too happy to hang onto what he has done. I bring it up, sometimes, in the midst of arguments. I find myself thinking about it. I've accepted what has happened. I get it. I understand it. I want to forgive it. I don't want to hold it against him, right? I'm not so sure. there is comfort, on some level, to hold onto the pain he caused. I've wrapped it around me like a blanket and I'm holding onto it.
And the journey continues...
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
