Ok I have a complete new stratgy for my M. I'll be going dark as of midnight (EST ) I can't deal with the way we get on and the fact that I'm usually the one initiating contact. He's had enough of the calls and so I have to quit cold turkey so to speak.
As you know this is a 180 for me and I feel this may be the only way to heal our R or to even have a chance.
He hasn't completely closed the door on us which is good but I know he wants to see that I can develop a life without him and I don't need him to be happy. He has been so supportive of me and now I feel that I have gone to far and maybe abused his supportiveness.
I'll keep on a PMA and act as if everything is wonderful when I see him.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
) I can't deal with the way we get on and the fact that I'm usually the one initiating contact. He's had enough of the calls and so I have to quit cold turkey so to speak.