I am sorry, but when you talk about her EA it sounds like you are. And hurt.
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... but I do not think I would even consider taking back the person she is now...I am sure that things could change but I have to say that it would certainly be a miracle from God if it did.
You are contradicting yourself. You wouldn't take her now, but then say I am sure things could change with a miracle from God. It will only be because of God that things will ever be different.
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It is probably because she now sees the changes in me and she is the one initiating all the contact.
Could we hang our hat on this part of the post? This sounds really positive. She is initiating contact with you. These are opportunities for you to show the new you/your 180's, etc... Be happy, positive, and confident. Why is she initiating contact?
