God give me the patience and the strength...2

[glamgirl]

TOH you need to get a new perspective. Try reading the book "The Power of Now" by Echhart Tolle. Forget the past it's done, forget the future, it's not here yet. All you have is now each precious minute. Enjoy that! Clear your mind of the past and future. Rid yourself of the pain and sorrow.

I am reading the book now. It's really deep and it's difficult to apply the principles, but I agree with the whole concept.

It might just enlighten you. I picked my copy up from Walmart online.

You need to get to Peace for you and your kids.