Ok posting an honesty post.

Doing bad things for me. What? Seeking answers that don't matter. Information on ow father - funny what you can find on the internet. Doesn't matter does it?

STUPID STUPID STUPID!! I am not doing good - I want answers- I want resolve and all of this means NOTHING!! AND it is like I have said above..enough already!! I know what to do --- why in the H don't I choose to do it?!!!!


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again