H came over today to see baby. I tried to avoid any R talk but he brought it up a few times. States he has started to break things off with OW because he wants to move back home. I dont know that I believe him at all. Heard the same story many times and he has not changed. H got a little teared up talking about wanting to come home and blah blah blah. I told him I didnt want to talk about it, and left for a while to get out of the house. I cant stand listening to him feed me the same line of crap. I dont want to talk to him about any of this until he has acutally proven to me he has ended it with the OW.
I have been needy in the past and since I got back from vacation that has changed. I did stop telling him what I was doing and with who. I can tell he is curious because he asked me for names of the people I was going to go out with. I told him it was not any of his buisness and that he certainly doesent tell me where he is at all the time, and I dont want to know.
I dont think he has been staying with OW anymore but who knows really, I dont ask and it's better that way. I want to believe what he is telling me but I just cant. For right now I think this is working and he is definately curious so I think I will keep doing the same for now. He tells me all the time that I look good which he never did before. I do see some very very small changes occuring.
