ANM, changing the dance would be good....don't know what to do to do that...I am open for suggestions...seriously...

there is a part of me that really wants something to happen but I am on a lot of hormones right now to get my body ready for the hysterectomy...so sometimes i find myself being a lot more aggressive than what I would normally be...so I have to take that in mind and I do not really think it is in my best interest to chill out for the time being. I need to try to be as still as I can...mainly for me at this point.

V

Aug '06: H moved out
July '08: H had a kid with the OW
May 12 '09: emancipation day

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