Thanks again everyone. And Bear I read the beautiful card from your Mom...how beautiful!!
Today was a good day. D was home with me. We went grocery shopping and to a friends for dinner. Doesn't sound like much I know, but with a 3 year old and a 5 month old...I'm exhausted!
H called me and asked me if I wanted his Grandma to do my taxes. She just did his and with the separation it makes sense.
I've had a lot down times over the last two days. The hurt that comes with him moving in with her and moving my kids in with them is enough to make me throw up. But I need to start to dwell on something positive otherwise I'm only going to make it worse for my kids, especially my daughter. This is going to be tough on her and she needs a strong Mommy to get her through. She needs me. Thank God for her!!
I'm really in acceptance mode right now. For the first time I've really accepted that my marriage is over. I don't know where we'll all be a year from now....but as far I'm concerned right now, I'm moving on. I'm looking at my options for selling the house. I'm actually getting excited about dating (after breastfeeding!). If I can just get through this custody thing...I think I'm going to make it!!! I feel like Mary Tyler Moore and I have to throw my hat up in the air! OK...now I'm getting carried away... J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
