Back on the Roller Coaster - OW still around

[micoms]

FA,

Ohio does get cold, we had a day when it was O, but it was back into the 40's a couple of days later.

As far as the time line for H to come home, I think him hearing you say you want him to come home will be music to his ears. Our S's look at the mess they have created and wonder if they could forgive us if we had done the same. I wouldn't give H the time frame to come home as an ultimatum, but as a structured goal.

I continue to see the MC W & I were seeing, MC thinks something traumatic happened to my W in her childhood or adolescence.

I can't stop the D, in Ohio if one party wants a D, there's a D. She doesn't have to prove anything just want out. She has plans to go after a married co-worker after we D. She told this to my Aunt/big sister and others just not to me. I just have a feeling that we will be D'd before any reconciliation. W is going to go without health ins she said for two years, until her car is paid off. Gave her the option of legal separation, she could stay on my health plan. It's very good, bills for my heart surgery totaled 200k, my cost 300 deductible.

Finished cardiac rehab tonight, they want me to continue in phase three, it's $14 per week. Soccer seasons starting, I won't have time for rehab, I'll get my exercise on the field. You get between a mile and a mile and a half in one game. I usually do 2 or 3 games during the week and three on Sat and three on Sun unless it's a tournament, then I'll ref 6 to 9 games a day. I'll be in the best shape to start the season than I've ever been.

Mike