I saw him today and while he was washing his clothes he said something like "If my clothes comes out black I'll kill ya" I said "well, thats one way to get rid of me" To which he counters "I don't want to get rid of you, dork" I figure at least he doesn't want me gone completely LOL
Last night we went to a friends B Day party. He walked D and I home. When we got to the door he asked D for his kiss. I leaned in and kissed him on the cheek and said good night. At least he didn't pull away and kissed me on the cheek too.
Thought what the Heck. When he left this afternoon I said "where's my kiss?" And he kissed me on the cheek again.
These were baby steps for me because he normally pulls away from me. Lately he doesn't flinch if we "touch"
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*