I am feeling better emotionally.....oh so much better! I knew that I could not get in gear for certain things until the time was right and I was right. As I said before, there was some work to do on the inside of me. As you know, I have gone through a long time of depression. The doctors tried me on several different types of AD meds but nothing seem to help. The Zoloft may have helped, but I can't get into any of my clothes! Besides, it was really beginning to affect my sex drive....so if I ever do have sex (lol), I want to be ready! Anyway, I am on the regular Welbutrin and it seems to be doing me some good. I hope it continues. My biggest problems for several weeks now has been my Fibromyalgia. If I can ever get my physical and mental self in sync.......I'll be doing pretty good!
It has been a slow go for me and my H, but we are gradually getting there. Some folks don't get there at all, so I'm not going to complain about the length of time. He seems to be calm and satisfied with the way things are going, so it will get better.
I have come to realize that a life long partner is very valuable. Even though you go through trying times.....and sometimes they can drive you completely nuts.....still when you both find yourself reaching a certain age....it is just kind of sweet to come home at the end of a hard day and know you don't have to put on a "front" or do anything "special" to please that other person......you both can rest & relax and know in your heart and soul that they will be there to take care of you when the time comes. Going through what I have physically makes me think about things like that. When I was in such a "fog" with the OM thing......MLC or whatever it was.....I didn't even want to think about that. Instead, I wanted to feel "young"....but I wasn't! And, how could I be assured he would take care of me if I got down? I couldn't. But, I know this man I am married to and I know he will take care of me and I plan on being here to take care of him.
I appreciate both of you and how you have made me feel better about this. Thank you.
Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
