I think it's starting to really hit me finally that H is leaving tomorrow. I'm feeling so depressed and cranky (with the kids). You know it's bad when you can't stand to be around yourself !!! I've got rehearsal tonight so maybe that will help. But I have to act a lot, have a lot of lines tonight, so I'm not looking forward to that b/c I think my mind won't be on it. I just feel like I want to go to bed and cry for the next day or two, but can't with the kids, the play, and not wanting H to know I feel this way! Karen

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