No one to turn to- 2

[addie]

Kalni thanks for stopping by. I've been thinking about this for a long time.

I moved away for H - because he wasn't happy with his employment situation (never has been although he's had different jobs, has moved away to work, etc). I, on the otherhand, was very happy with my life but also wanted to make him happy. I really have nothing holding me here. If I were to stay here, it would only be for H. He would be very aware of that and it would seem like I was just waiting around for him.
I truly have to let go and move forward with my life and this is the best way to do that. I need to work as pretty soon the financial resources will be depleted. I have a very good job/career that I left behind which I can return to in a few months. I will also be able to really GAL. I have friends and a lot of family who will support me. I need to work out the logistics of moving back but this is also what H wants. He has told me this.