Help me act AS IF, Thread 4

[newnamenewlife]

CW, how have your kids reacted to being told it was their father's decision? I feel like even if I tell them it's a mutual decision, they'll know anyway. They know I love H and love the four of us being together, they just do.

Plus, once he moves out, people are going to ask me about it, what happened, etc. What do you say then, especially if your kids are with you? No one who has known my H, us, our family understands why he is doing this. I am at a loss to explain it myself.

I'm just too confused right now to focus on anything else. H & I had a talk about OR and I got angry at him and then apologized and started crying and he held me tight. I feel all this warmth and love from him when he does things like that but then he tells me he just doesn't love me the right way. He's sometimes sweet and kind and affectionate AND he's breaking my heart at the same time--how can that be?