I will be leaving tonight to start our trip. I make a solemn promise to everyone following me and my story that I WILL NOT CONTACT H AT ALL WHILE AWAY UNLESS IT INVOLVES AN ISSUE WITH THE KIDS(I HOPE NOT).
I have the W2's for him on the table if he so decides to come down here and get them while we are away.
FG-I will be taking some of my books with me so I can read and re-read while on the plane and away to try and get my bearings about me again. I had post partum depression after having D5 and I believe I am in a depressive state again and may be talking to Dr. when I get home about meds. as I feel getting my seratonin levels in check may help with these intense emotional outbursts and if I can get some help controlling my emotions then maybe I can concentrate better on DB'ing and shining and being the woman he wants to come home to.
Thank you all for your well wishes and I will take pics and figure out some way of sharing them you all when I get home.
If I can get to a computer I may journal in here some of the high points of the trip like the St. Patty's day parade we are going into Boston to see Monday. It's times like this that I can truly appreciate my Irish heritage. I have never gone back home for the parade and can't wait. Home...I wonder maybe I will go back there for good when this is all over and done?!?!?!
Best wishes and XOXO to you all including you FG. Hope you are getting better.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
