You will be fine. You just need some healing time. Think some more about going to therapy. You probably have a lot that you need to get out. You might even be surprised at how good that would feel.

How about your friend? Does she expect more right now? Do you feel the pressure coming from her or is it all you? If she's good with it then there's nothing wrong with having someone to do things with (movies, dinner etc.). To be honest, something tells me you do need more time. Your whole life has been forever changed and you need time to get to figure out what you want and need. I can't believe that you know the answer to that question yet!

Love,
Bethie