I was reading last night and something dawned on me. "unconditional Love," I will love her no matter what happens. Tis all I can do. Good or bad as long as I do that whole heartedly I have decided I am at peace. Of course it still hurts but what I haven't shown her is pure love without any hooks over last few years.
Maybe it is t late maybe it isn't. Only God knows what path I just pray I can do what he needs me to do. Hopefully I don't sound silly.