I DON'T KNOW

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Hi everyone,

I've been lurking around here and there, not enough time in the day. I feel like im missing something when i can't make it on the boards.

Here's my update

I put money down on an apt. sign papers when they find out im not a criminal. they agreed to paint before i move in, (few days).

d12 and s8 dont know yet. w wanted me to tell them over supper, i declined. really dreading this.

In a conversation last night with w. she wants to help make it a nice place. she asked if she could call me if she needs help with something, she said like putting air in bike tire. I said i bought a hand pump for that. she said you know what i mean. We talked about the kids being over on the weekends and said she should look for a part time job (jokingly) to keep her busy while they are not home. My comment was im looking for a housekeeper on those weekends ya interested, (she smiled).

She commented if i was worried about om moving here, dont be. Apperently he told her he's not moving here to fix her problems, He wants her in the future if she is avalible(not married). He commented that me moving out wasnt enough, I moved back in after living in the camper last fall, i could move back in again. (they still talk all the time)

She asked me if i was going to date. I said no.
She also said she cant say she wants a d.
She wants us to live on our own
I think she wants to see if she misses me?

I know there is more to tell but im getting tired, (sleeping pill well kicked in).


Hey LWB
you could go to doc to get some sleeping pills.
they help me fall asleep and stay asleep. I still wake up to phone or other noises, not like im knocked out.

Good Night Everyone

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