I guess the biggest setback is, I know this is not her, only because of the M we had that was good for many years. Nobody saw this coming...
I am pretty confident that she is hating herself for doing this, but cant stop...like an addiction..doing anything to be loved and cared about. Problem is, she won't heed advice from anyone and snaps back to justify herself..
So simply put, I have let her be, only because she all she has done with me is blow up at me in anger...So I did the 180, and LRT with her.
So now, Im faced with the fact that everything around her is imploding rapidly, but she doesnt want to do anything about it.
Even if she doesnt do for anyone..do it for our kids...they are suffering, and I feel it will take that for her to comprehend her actions. I don't even care anymore on the thought of doing it for me or our M...just seeing her act this way is nothing short of borderline delusional...
Thanks, all I can ask is that you keep me and my family in your prayers....
