ANM, Responding to your post (in MMF's thread) here:
Originally Posted By: ANewMe
Thanks, PH. I see lots of positives in your situation and I am glad. I have to admit it is difficult after almost 4 years to see other people making so many gains in their situation and I am still stuck in the same place with H. Another note, I seem to have backslid and I am growing weary of the financial situation as well as not having a vehicle again. I am tired of doing everything alone.
I know what you mean about being stuck. As Bob wrote in The Prodigal's Perspective, the prodigal is going through hell in the far country but tries very hard to convince himself, his W and others that he's happy. Nothing could be further from the truth. This morning, I was contemplating my situation and wishing that my H would go to counselling or self-improvement workshop, etc. I was having doubts about him ever changing. Then this Bible verse came to my mind: Something like "God can do immeasurably more than we can ever imagine.." I don't remember the exact wording so please forgive me if I misquoted slightly. I know it's understandable to feel weary, especially when you're going through tough times. Please don't lose heart. I hope that knowing God loves you will comfort you and that you continue to trust and hope in God.
