I went to my Brother In laws BDay party te other day. My W came over and brought the kids. We got along pretty good. I feel so alienated from her now and it gets harder to see her. She seems to be doing better and it makes me feel like she is truly oving on while I sit here and wait. I had to pick something up at the house and she wasn't there. Her car was at OM's house and they must have been out on his motorcycle. It hurt me knowing she was out with him doing something she never did with me. We had always said we wouldn't ride on a motorcycle because of the danger and we didn't want to risk it since we had kids. Now she's out having fun with this a##hole and I can't get over her. It gets me mad at myself. Makes me feel like a loser!
H 42 W 37 M17 T20 years 3 daughters 11,11,14 seperated 11/26/07 EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8 Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon