Ya she opened up a little a few days ago and said that she had no real life friends, sounds like she is lost, but she is also telling people we know she is happy and at peace with her decision to divorce. But at times almost as if she is trying to convince herself.
I guess besides working on stuff I haven't liked about myself for years all I can do is be patient and wait to see if there is anything left. I am just having a rough rough day, part of me is happy and part of me is sad. I feel like I am going in a million different directions.
