Im doing better, Dodo..much better than the last time I posted...
Things are about the same..I knid of LRTed the W for now..trying something different...all she has called me about is when I am fixing her Blazer. Seems to be all she is concerned with at this time, but I did commit to it..
All in all, her side, from what I hear is good..she has OM, got him reeled in. Her FF is done with her right now, and now W is seeking old friends to contact. Maybe lonely, still?
Its more and more like MLC...detaching is getting better. still holding on a little. Dont know why, wouldnt want her like this anyway.
Why is is that I dont feel Im holding on to the past, but at the same time if she would try to work this out, it could be better? She just goes on like no big deal, even though she is avoiding her own issues, which I came to find happened before me.
Dodo, she broke down to me right before this all happened, and said to stay away from her, that she is no good for me and I deserve better...when I told her I still loved her...she would cry and say ..please go find someone else...so this is really her problems I guess
I know God has to take her, we cant tell Him to ourselves, but I know He is....I see signs of that here and there..I just wish I knew where to go..
