MLC is CRAZY!!! What a Roller Coaster!!!

[2ndnoah]

Thank you tpaschal for your thread. I love the "Never Forget" I printed it off and am posting it at my desk here at work. I guess we all are having a hard time. I read your thread and my heart goes out to you. I would love for my H to get counseling. Can I request that in the Divorce? If so, YES!!! I am not on any anti-depressants. Maybe I should do that. I hate all this. I am going to my attornies office today to discuss the D papers that I got served. I hate that. I resent the fact that I am having to do this, go through this, having all my bills due with no money, needing anti-depressants, watching my boys go through this, etc, etc, etc.
I talked to my sister-in-law and she said that H was looking rough. He was really, really thin, was living at the bars and cussed like a sailor. He told her that the more I begged, the more I tried to reason and get him to realize what he was doing was just driving him further faster. So.......advice to all, don't do it. I have done the above, I have done the bi+ch thing, I have done the don't care thing, moving on with my life and thank you thing, and for me nothing is working. I am lost, so very lost, here. I just want him back and try to fight for our marriage, us, the boys, etc.
Hangin in there. Got no choice!