I think you are right GF...I need to start letting him go again. I just jumped right back into doing everything for him. I think he NEEDS to be more independent. He pursued before but I guess once I started doing all the work he backed off and let me.

H didn't call me yesterday so I didn't hear how his orientation went. Usually on Thursdays we get together and watch Lost...but I am not going to call him tonight. We'll see if he calls me. I am betting that he won't. He will just say he figured if I wanted to come over I would have called. That's what he does...always puts it back on me.

I felt horrible yesterday. I actually almost called my mom or H to come pick me up from work because I didn't think I could make the drive home. I finally went home and took some nyquill. Slept FOREVER. I feel a little better today but not 100%. I may do the nyquill thing again tonight. For some reason I am losing my voice and I can BARELY talk. UGH...I hate being sick.


Kris