Dar - not to talk like you're not reading - but let me play devil's advocate and reply to BND.
BND - she has said over and over that she has already done all those things.
She has claimed to have seen the ways in which she was wrong before.
She has claimed to have tried to GAL.
She says she's tried NC and just has a hard time with it.
WHEN does Dar have to eliminate all her distractions so she can deal with herself - and even better - let God deal with her?
I don't want to read her lip service anymore but I am not angry with Dar. I am disgusted by the delusions she allows herself ABOUT herself.
But you are right.
In due time.
Dar - you have too many distractions. Yes, others are telling you to GAL - and of course I agree with them - but you are not using those activities productively. How much time in that scrapbook do you spend thinking about the old days? That is not good for you. Broaden your horizons. Get OUTSIDE the box.
