Yeah, I haven't seen any small positives in several days. It is very difficult. But I am still hanging out for hope.
I have started taking guitar lessons once a week. It is helpful, as you said to take my mind off of things. I also have to practice the guitar and it does feel good to do something that I haven't been able to enjoy in several years.
I am just having a sad time right now.
Sara
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08