I think some will be proud, i am doing the GAL thing. I had a wake to go to tonight, so i got back to office late (some of us carpooled together)
I was talking to the two night girls with work, they invited me to stay for dinner, or what was left which was fine for me, no cooking. They were so happy that i stayed and chatted. When they and i were leaving, they were like you have to stay at least once a month for dinner, we take turns cooking. I was like you know what girls count me in. They are both off the next couple weeks but are both working like the first week in april. They will let me know where i fall into the rotation for dinner when its my turn. It may only be me cooking once a month but at least twice a month i will stay and eat with them.
Another note, my mom sent me a beautiful card today, for my birthday. It took me three times to read it i kept crying. I want to type it out, i feel it says so much about all of us, and what we are going thru. Sorry but i must do it. stop here if you don't want to know what the card said
How to make a beautiful life
Love yourself, MAKE PEACE with who you are and where you are at this moment in time.
Listen to you heart If you can't hear what its saying in this noisy world, MAKE TIME for yourself.
Enjoy your own company. Let your mind wander among the stars.
Try.
Take Chances.
MAKE MISTAKES.
Life can be messy and confusing at times but it's also full of surprises. The next rock in your path might be a stepping-stone.
Be happy.
when you don't have what you want want what you have.
MAKE DO
That's a well kept secret of contentment.
There aren't any short cuts to tomorrow. You have to MAKE YOUR OWN WAY.
To know where you're going is only part of it.
You need to know where you've been, too. And if you ever get lost, don't worry the people who love you will find you.
count on it
Life isn't days and years, it's what you do with time and with all the goodness and grace that's inside you.
MAKE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE...
The kind of life you deserve.
You all have no clue how long it took me to copy that. This needs to be a cross stitch for me. I need to print this out and put it on my wall and read it every day. This is my inspiration.
hugs bear
Me 42-Him 40 T20yrs Married 16yrs 2/06 H- "not sure if i want to be married anymore" 6/07 H-"I'm not happy" 9/07 Admits affair & OW 12/08 I moved out 12/09 still waiting for divorce