Thanks for sending me your old thread. I have a feeling our H's situations are pretty similar.
I have heard people tell me before that my H is toxic to me. And that I need to let go completely. I just don't know how when my emotions come rushing at me all the time.
I live alone, and try to stay very busy GAl but a deep sadness always seems to find a way into my mind.
I also split the old H from the MLC H that I see now. We had an incredible past and a life together most people would die for. I just can't believe that he doesn't want it anymore. But those are the facts, and I am stuck dealing with it. It is sooooooooooooooo hard for me to not think about him and cry. I sometimes do allright, but mostly he consumes me. TIPPER
