Well while S8 was in his therapy session I ran across the street to the circuit court as they have free family law advice from attorneys on Weds. and was given a rather LONG list of things I can and should do in regards to abandonment, spousal support since I have been a fulltime mom for 8 years, emergency injuction to stop him from selling assets, filing for 3 years rights to our marital home, etc....
Wow, I am still so shocked as I had really hoped since he hadn't pushed any of this that he really didn't want this and just needed to get stuff out of his system then come home. Dillusions of grandure I guess as this point. I asked him via text tonight if I would be served before we left on Sat. and he said no so I asked when to expect them and he said he would let me know but that he was unsure of when?!?!?!? WTF does that mean? When we talked earlier today I did the OLD me stuff, the begging, the crying, the pleading...oh lord I had to let it all out. I simply couldn't hold it in anymore. I feel like such a fool for thinking this man I knew for 19 years who put me and his kids ahead of himself ALWAYS would ever hurt us like this.
DAMN!!!!
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
