Get some type of help for financial help, either chid support or maintainance.
Go see someone to secure your finances.
Set up a regular visitation for your Daughter.
If he shows up, great.
This is why I said that I didn't mean anything hurtful by it either. I was simply asking a question as to why. I see other posters and they're going through the same thing and are encouraged to be strong where I'm encouraged to change and leave him alone since he's gone. I know he's gone. I live with that every day.
I've never said my way is THE right way. It's obvious that it's not.
Dar, it's because you keep walking around the same old mountain all these FREAKIN months later!
Everyone was plenty sweet and supportive of you in the beginning of it all. But you are, for the most part, standing right smack in the same spot you were standing in 3 months ago. And everytime you progress, you slide right back HERE.
