We talked on the phone for a long time last nite... he called ME~! It seems surreal that he would call and still want to talk it out , he says we shouldnt have to talk about this cause we have been together so long and he doesnt realize the beauty of when you have been together this long. You can talk about it and if you both are working towards it the Goal is so much sweeter.
I am also posting in the SSM forum. I dunno if it is the right place for what I am going thru but I feel like my sex drive and my intiating etc , etc , etc are a big issue. He says I have been promising him I would get better and I never have. And when I was posting today I had a lot of feelings come thru that I did not know were there. I am going to post there also as a release for me and if anyoone happens to give me advice or 2x4s even better. I will continue to post here also it is funny but even though it is posting just the same it feels different to post here than it does to post in SSM. I feel I can completely talk about sex and only sex when I post over there. I am continuing to read PM and also I am today feeling somewhat better and have begun my spring cleaning ... I am wanting for the house to look fab for me and for me to have time to be with my hubby when he gets home. House work and making love and laying in bed for a few days when he comes home dont mix!~ I also have to remember to get our Room ready for Romance. I am going to get some massage oils and candles and really make an effort to spoil him. He should be here with in 2 weeks..
