Rehearsal last night ran long. H was asleep so I haven't seen him since Sunday. I had dreams about H all night long. In half of them H was loving and sweet to me, which he probably really hasn't been in over a year.
Then I also had several nightmares about him taunting me about OW. I guess my dreams show how mixed-up I feel lately--I am really hoping H will be unhappy with OW and miss his family and return home after he moves out Sat. but then part of me realizes he may not ever return home, and I do realize that may be for the best anyway...Karen
