Good to hear from you again, thanks for stopping in. She wants me to move out and is talking to her L about it Thursday at 3PM. We are in limbo and it is not good for the kids. I don't want to move out. The only thing she can do is get me excited and have the police remove me which seems to be what she is trying to do.
Again she started a big argument this morning (no kids around). I can't seem to stay away from getting sucked into her big black hole. I simply asked her not to argue in front of the kids and she flipped and then went from subject to subject to subject. I could not get a word in edge wise. So I left the house for work. I do fear separation only because of the kids and I know once we tell the kids and I move out that will be it, no turning around. She is also pitting the kids against me. I don't know what I did to make her look at me with such discuss. There is no talking to her, she does not hear a word I say.
I am very upset this morning. Thanks for your support.
