MLC is CRAZY!!! What a Roller Coaster!!!

[2ndnoah]

Thanks everyone. My heart is truly broken. I was shocked when it happened. He and I have no contact due to the temporary restraining order when one files for D. The order say's both parties will refrain from harrassing or bothering one another.

He has cut off all the money. All my bills are due and now past due. All of them. I logged onto a credit card we owe on and there was a late fee applied to it. I freaked out. First time for that. We have a perfect credit rating. Out of 900 points we have 892. Not only is my life, my marriage, my H, my sons, and everything in-between ruined, now my credit rating in which I have faught for for 31 years is going to be ruined! What more God?

My H has a crook for an attorney. My attorney is highly rated but I am being to wonder if he can beat the devil and my H. We have never had a reason to need an attorney. Now, I am putting my life and my boys lives in the hands of a complete stranger. You know I have such a trust issue right now. I know I am going to get screwed over, under, and everywhere in-between!

What do I do now??? Lost 6 more pounds in 1 week since H filed. That's 58 pounds and my size 4's are big. What and where do you get clothes after a size 4??? My job sent me home because I look so bad. The principal said she was very concerned about me, I looked the worse she had ever seen.

I hate this. I hate looking old, being tired, loosing weight, being sad, confused, having no sleep, crushed, devastated, not knowing anything from one minute to another, having no control, and my life being turned upside-down with the carpet being pulled out from underneath my boys and I. I have wrinkles and dark circles. My 70 year old mom doesn't even have any wrinkles! I hate this!!!! I just hate this!