I have my calendar app set up to automatically send me periodic updates on my (forced) celibacy, at each 100 day milestone.

Saturday I got the email with the subject line "300 Days" with no text in the body. I forwarded this to W, mostly out of habit. The previous ones yielded no positive responses.

This morning, four days later, W responded with the following:

"Do you have some point you are trying to make or are you just harassing me?"



I have a mind to ignore this entirely; the other part of me wants to ask her, "On what grounds would you consider this 'harassment'?" (Another part of me wants to say, "It merely represents how long I have been missing you.")

Sigh. It's simple. Her conscious is not clean.

I won't be sharing anything with her again.


Me: 49
WAW: 47
S11, S7
Years Married/Together: 17/18
Bomb: 6/15/07
Separation: 7/6/07
D: 4/3/09

Real love is a decision.
Marriage is a commitment.