LWB, This is how i see it: First w wants me out so she can fig out what she wants (to be alone or with om or me). she doesnt hate me or say she wants a d(has said she wants d when she feels im not looking hard enough to move out).
If i stay she becomes more misersble. Tonight when i got home she said she feels like she is cheating on me. I replied you are calmly. She said that i am all high and mighty with morals now. I replied no, im keeping busy doing things to keep my sanity. Well you see where this is going. One other thing i asked if she regretted asking me to bed the other night, she replied only cause it led you on. That night even with my hand on her side i was thinking rollercoaster, no expectations. Ok only one, i wanted her to know i cared about her.
If i stay I feel like i will have to file because she will leave with the kids. Once that can is opened i dont believe their will be any reconciling.
My plan is to move out for 6mo (min lease). Invite kids over as much as possible. make my own normality. Seperate finances to do what you want with each half. After bills.
Sara i have been draging regurally. W is so cought up in her own crap about draging she doesnt see the household things i am doing.
The sum is: I stay - w unhappy. I go - wife may be happy.
I think im feeling drunk cause of the sleeping pill kicking in.
I think im done tonight
Light switch - OUT
Me 37 W 37 D21 D17 D12 S8 grandparents 7/07 boy Married 16 yrs last June 07 Bomb dropped 4/07
"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt
