This might sound all over the place hopefully not.
We have been together for just about 11 years and married for 4.5 years. My WAW wants nothing to do with me and I completely understand why. We have been separated for about 5 weeks now. W filed divorce papers 3 weeks after her telling me she wanted a D. Typical WAW reasons, I don't love you, emotionally shut you off. You won't ever change it is your personality. I was never attracted to you the whole time we have been together. We are just roommates ETC....
Of course I did the typical cry plead beg, I will change. Calling a million times a day. Spent two days just doing absolutely nothing. Then spent the next few weeks not giving her any space.
My best friend gone. It hurts so much I have had to put a line of pillows next to me in bed just so that at least it feels like she just might be next to me.
As angry as I want to be I am not. I know I did a lot to mess up the communication in our marriage to the point where W did not feel any love from me the last two years.
Fast forward to now, she at least speaks to me somewhat nicely and actually addresses a emails with a opening and her name. Where before she didn't even address me in such away. But not a big deal. But again she is moving so fast it's a bullet train.
Anyhow I just am trying to remain calm and patient. I have turned many things around in my life over the last month and am continuing to work on stuff I never liked about myself. However she just recently asked me to co-sign on a loan. (Ain't that a whoot*). I just ask for any advice. I have posted in newcomers section but I have been separated from W for a bit now so I decided I might try and see if any of you might be able to just lend me a ear. Doing my best to just be patient and give her room. I just pray for a miracle.
