Hi again everyone!

Just wanted to journal some thoughts.

Ive only been on computer a hand full of times since my last post. Keeping my self busy. Not really happy but busy. Almost done with our computer room project.

Boy i dont even know where to start!
I have been pricing appartments. I am going to look at a couple when they call back. I put camper in paper. (Here you go Mark, buy my camper and moove to Florida).

My wife sounds so similar to Husband its not funny (accept mine is still involved w/om). She is so stressed out depressed or something like that.

The night before last I didnt fall asleep till after 1am. W calls me from upstairs (our bed)(remember i am sleeping in basement) at 4am. She asked me if i would come to sleep in our room cause she was scared. I asked whats up and agreed. She put her head on my shoulder. She said she missed this. I said i missed this just as much as talking to you. I didnt try to initiate anything. but did put my hand on her side. I made it to work by 6am.

Then right back to me finding an apt.

More in a bit.

one apt called, going to look

later

light switch


Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt