I can totally relate to how you are feeling with your H. Mine is still in limited contact with the OW, but just the mere fact that I KNOW he is talking to her now and then makes me hurt so badly. I have no idea how others around here handle it.
I think you are doing a good job. Keep looking at those positives. I know that is what keeps me going day after day.
Your H does sound like a good man and at least he hasn't stopped talking to your kids. That is a good thing.
I know what you mean about TV. I was watching one of those 48 hours mysteries (which I usually enjoy watching) and it was about a husband who was cheating on his wife with the babysitter and ended up killing his wife! Oh my gosh, I was bawling so badly and freaked out. Everything in life seems to point directly to affairs and divorce....songs, conversations with others, books, TV...etc. It is AWFUL!
Anyhow...I just want you be encouraged that you aren't doing that terrible. I know that I am one of the WORSE DBers here...but we are all here supporting each other.
Sara
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08
