Helloooo...Smoother Ride....Where Are You?? - Pt.2

[SueS]

Karen-

I think the openess of knowing exactly when H will leave would be very hard. My H has told me (while drunk) that our M is over. He's told me that OW is his soul mate. I've found links to rentals that they've been looking at. He also started looking at furniture too within the past few weeks. I don't know why he's still secretive. I really don't. I truly don't feel like he thinks our M could still work. Maybe he's just keeping up with the secrecy to try to spare my feelings. He has said that he wants to make sure that D3 and I are "taken care of" before he leaves. Maybe it's to ease his guilt. I'm not sure. Either way, his not telling me or your H being open with you, it's still hard. Our H's are still have A's, leaving our families and sorry to be blunt.....screwing other women. Makes me sick to my stomach.

Yoyo - I have good days and bad days with the concentration part. Thing is....I truly love my job and I truly need it. I have a good job that pays well....not great, but well. If I'm to make it without H, I need to up my concentration. I know my output right now is no where near where it can be. And, I am on AD's. I am considering an increase though, if my Dr. would allow it. I'm on a very low dosage right now.

SueS