Helloooo...Smoother Ride....Where Are You?? - Pt.2

[SueS]

Hello everyone-

Hi TAL- I'm so glad to see you on the board. I'm sorry your trip didn't go as well as you'd hoped. You are right. It does feel like H leads two lives. I do hope that it does bite him some day though. Not too hard, just a little nip to see how it hurts!

D3 seems to be doing better. I've pretty much always been the care taker when it comes to her. I always get up with her and typically am the main comfort for her. Yes, getting up for work after having been up a few times a night with a sick child is stressful.

Joie- I'm actually feeling about the same today. Maybe because I'm still not 100% with my health. Still have the sniffles & a cough. I've been crying a bit off and on since the other night. It does help me to let it out. I don't think H will ever understand what this has done to me unless he has to go through it himself some day.

You are right about me and Karen. My H is still very secretive about what's going on. He won't tell me where he goes & still lies about where he's been or who he's been with.

H is going out of town on Friday. I've all but confirmed that he's going by himself. He is going to see Bruce Springsteen in Omaha. A few months ago he talked about going. I asked who he was going with. He said....myself.....why?...do you want to go? At the time I said yes. I have not asked about it since and he has not mentioned it to me. He also has tickets to see him here in MN on this Sunday. I also have not asked about that, nor has he brought it up to me.

I will take D3 to dinner on Friday and we'll go see a movie on Saturday. Something fun for the two of us to do.

I'm having an incredibly hard time concentrating on anything today. I can't seem to keep my mind on track at all.

SueS